农村人都信奉神神鬼鬼的，觉得人死后是必须要入土为安的，我还记得我有个姑奶，她说人活着的时候如果没有打耳洞，死了以后牛头马面会用一个大铁针烧红了给你刺个耳洞。她从小就没有耳洞，一直到去年才七十多岁了才去打了耳洞。
今天要说的是我奶奶的故事，我奶奶已经去世四年多了，我从小是奶奶带大的。所以感情比较深厚。直到奶奶去世的前几天，她就突然什么都看不到了。但是家里不管是谁去看她，刚进门她就会知道是谁。她生病的那几个月，好像很痛苦，我也很心疼，天天坐在她的旁边，看着她呼吸都困难，我妈不让我靠近奶奶，说奶奶快不行了，呼出来的气已经是尸气了。如果我吸进去就会生病。
我记得奶奶生病是住在大伯家，我家跟大伯家离得很远，开车得半个多小时，奶奶去世前几天不能说话，我记得我在家睡觉，中午一个人，睡着睡着突然就动不了，全身好像被什么东西压着，只有眼睛能看到房间里的东西，嘴里也不能说话。我清楚的看到奶奶从门口走进来，我只能看不能动，我很害怕，因为我的意识很清楚，我知道奶奶生病不能动，不可能会回来。所以我不确定我看到的到底是什么情况。奶奶还像以前一样，慢慢的走到我的床边，拉了一把凳子坐下来，替我拉了拉被角，我还是不能动，心里特别着急，眼珠子不停的转，想赶紧醒过来，但是全身就像是被谁施了法，连手指头都动不了。我看到奶奶用她干枯的手抓着我的手，我甚至能清楚的看到她爆起的血管因为扎针留下的针眼。我看到奶奶哭了，她抓着我的手，絮絮叨叨的说起了我小时候她带着我挖野菜捡野果的事，她说我脾气倔，她放心不下我，但是她现在活着很痛苦，她说她大限到了，不能再强留了，叫我以后好好的。说着说着她的眼泪越来越多，我也忍不住想哭，这一哭我就清醒了，突然能动了，我赶紧一轱辘坐起来，看看房间，什么人都没有，但是奶奶坐过的板凳还放在床边，我不知道是做梦还是真的，这件事我没有跟别人说起过，我知道是奶奶放心不下我特意来看我，我不怕只是没能跟奶奶说上话。
直到奶奶去世的那一晚，我半夜起床出去上厕所，农村的厕所都在大门外，我出了门看到门口柴火垛旁边站了一个黑影，看身影特别像奶奶，因为我奶奶她腿不好。走路一直弯着腰，所以我一眼就能认得出，我还奇怪是不是眼花了，奶奶明明在大伯家怎么会突然出现在我家门口，因为当时是半夜心里也发毛，我再揉揉眼睛仔细看了看，那个黑影消失了，吓得我厕所也没上赶紧回房间躺回被窝了，到了半夜两点多，我爸爸打电话回来，说奶奶去世了，去世的时候特别痛苦，总说她疼，但是不知道什么疼。在床上哭喊了大半夜去世了，我听了心疼的紧，奶奶是个好人，生在旧社会。吃尽苦头，我希望她来生能托生一户好人家好好享福。
这就是我奶奶的故事，并不是很恐怖，但是我只是想让大家知道，老人家对儿女子孙的牵挂，超乎想象。好好爱护你家的老人。
Introduce:Rural person of ghost of ghost of spirit of believe in mind, after feeling the person is dead, be to must want be buried to be those who install, I still remember me an aunt is suckled, when she says the person is living if do not have the hole that play side, after dying, the face meets bovine lead horse be burned with needle of a big iron red poke an ear hole to you. She does not have ear hole as a child, arrive all the time last year just more than 70 years old just went digging ear hole. What should say today is the story of my grandma, my grandma has died more than 4 years, as a child the grandma brings up me. Love is so deeper. Die till the grandma a few days ago, she cannot see with respect to abrupt what. But it is who goes seeing her without giving thought to in the home, just took the door who is she can know. Those a few months that she falls ill, it is very painful to seem, I also very feel distressed, sit by her every day, it is difficult to look at her to breathe, my Mom does not let me stand by a grandma, say the grandma is fast washed-up, the gas that expiration comes to has been cadaver gas. If I am sucked,go in to be able to fall ill. I am written down so that the grandma falls ill is to live in uncle home, my home leaves very far with uncle home, drive half many hour, the grandma dies a few days ago to cannot talk, I remember me sleeping in the home, midday a person, be asleep be asleep to be not moved suddenly, seem to be being pressed by what thing all over, only the eye can see the thing in the room, also cannot talk in the mouth. I see the grandma goes from the doorway clearly, I can look only not active, I very fear, because my consciousness is very clear, I know the grandma falls ill not active, can come back impossibly. What so I do not decide I see is what circumstance after all. The grandma still resembles same before, slowly the bedside that goes to me, pulled a bench to sit down, pull for me by horn, I am not active still, in the heart particularly anxious, eyeball turns ceaselessly, want to wake rapidly, but resembling all over is was applied by who law, do not move even finger. I see the grandma is grabbing my hand with her sere hand, I can be clear about even see she explodes the pinprick that the blood vessel that remove leaves because of give or have an acupuncture treatment. I see the grandma cried, she is grabbing my hand, of garrulous long-winded be favored with spoke of me the job that in one's childhood she is taking me to dig potherb to gather wild fruit, she says my disposition gruff, she is not at ease issue me, but she is living now very painful, she says she is restricted greatly, cannot again take by the button, after calling me well. Saying to saying her tear is increasing, I also cannot help wanting to cry, this cries I regained consciousness, abrupt and active, I hurry one wheel sits up, see a room, what person is done not have, but the bench that the grandma has taken still is put in bedside, I do not know is to daydream true still, I do not have this thing to had spoken of with others, I know is the grandma is not at ease issue me to see me designedly, I am not afraid of is to fail to say with the grandma only</p> |
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